as a Way of Life
by Chris Duxbury
There’s something about music that you can’t describe; a feeling that
just drives you. If there’s one interest in my life that I have the
strongest passion for, heavy metal music is at the top of my proverbial
list. There are so many facets of metal music that fulfill me in a
plethora of ways. If it’s not me simply rocking out to the music that
gets my head banging, it’s me being an arm chair critic, bonding with my
brothers in metal, or playing with like-minded musicians.
It’s probably most obvious that the music I listen to, like
any other type of music other people prefer, catches your ear. There’s
just something about that constant muscular, “chunky”-sounding guitar
riffing that makes you want to bang your head. The music just gets you
into this invincible, badass feeling mood -- a sort of savagely refined
trance. Yet on the same token, it makes you realize how metal is such
a fine art. Unlike other forums of popular or “edgy” music, metal takes
a large degree of skill to play, especially from the guitarists. Hearing
master crafted, soaring guitar solos that weave, bob, and shoot, layered
over thick-sounding hooks is just like going to another world; I
personally would not rather be anywhere else.
Naturally, after hearing something you like, you usually want to
emulate it. Ever since picking up the snare drum as a boy in elementary
school, I always wanted to play rock music like the “big boys”. I think
the whole idea of being a rock star has been every man’s childhood dream
at some point or another, and to this day it is what inspires me to keep
playing. Call it naďve, but metal is like never growing up; it plays on
that boyhood machismo that makes us the pigheaded men you know and love.
There’s something so primal and natural about playing music that just
opens this creative aqueduct in you. Speaking from experience, having
played in several bands and having been privy to some incredible
musicians, there’s just something unique, like completing a circle, when
playing the type of music you love.
Heavy metal, in a lot of ways, is about being social and
having unity. Since “we” (those of us who appreciate metal) view
ourselves akin to the marines (that is: few, proud, and mighty), heavy
metal becomes much more than music. The music we enjoy and listen to
turns into a sort of like-minded brotherhood where everyone who’s
in-the-know feels a slight edge over the other “peons” who listen to
inferior forums of music. Okay, I know that sounds really chauvinistic
and elitist, but in all seriousness, we see metal as more than just
music: it’s a way of life – a brotherhood forged in iron and steel.
Heck, metal is more often than not a spectator’s sport. We metalheads
are hard to please, and we’re constantly voicing our opinions on a new
album or virtuoso guitarist.
This writing probably does little justice to my passion for
a form of music that is often misunderstood and not fully appreciated,
but words could never describe the feeling I get when listening to metal
opuses like Metallica’s Master of Puppets or playing with a group
of dedicated metalheads. Metal is both refined and yet is the most
primal type of music. It wields a raw aggression that drives its
follower to head bang through and through. All you’ve got to do is see
someone flash you the trademark horns and nod at your Iron Maiden shirt
to know that you’re among good company and involved with a completely
different kind of beast.